| Heyheyyyy!!!!
Yeah I know it's been a HECK of a long time since I've written on here. Tenth grade has been fun and challenging in many ways, there's been a lot of drama, hurt feelings, and everything else. I dunno things are starting to get back to normal, kinda. There's always those awkward moments where people are still silent around other people, but it's still getting better none the less, but still I can't wait for summer to come around again, so I can go back to Super Camp and Camp Cosby to spend time w/ all the friends I left for the year. I still talk to most of them (lol they even have a Myspace (well some of them)) so that’s good because I'm able to keep in touch w/ them. Anyway back to The Burn. It seems the older everyone gets the more complicated things become. Friendships start to degenerate, others form, and boys are still boys, just with some new twists. People start going to wild parties, get drunk, do drugs, and have wild sex, and truth be known, I don't do any of those things, It's just not me, I mean yeah whatever life's about having fun and everything but there comes a point where you have to decided where you draw your boundaries and learn to stick with them. Everyone sets their limits at different levels. I've set mine, and honestly I don't think there's a damn thing anyone could possibly say or do to make me change that. I don't give into peer pressure (yeah I know a lot of people) say that but in a way sometimes maybe I do (everyone does, which kinda contradicts what I just said but o well) but it's about little things not huge or life altering such as smoking, drinking, and sex. There's so many things that can happen with just one sip, or that one tiny puff or snort, or that one stupid one night stand, because soon you find yourself faced with a crack addiction, I mean there are so many things that can happen, you think your in control but in actuality your not. I hear on the news all the freaking time that some poor kid that’s died from some kind of drug overdose, or some kind of suicide, over some stupid decision they made earlier on in life, or maybe someone bullied them and were constantly beating them up while they were on a “high streak”. Life’s too short to spend it high, and drunk and all that kind of things. I mean I guess if you drink every once in awhile it’s all right, I choose not to but whatever, but not all day, everyday like it’s some kind of soft drink. I don’t know I guess I’m just writing to write there’s no real meaning or value to it, and if you bother to read this then yeahh I dunno thanks. Let me know what you think, I respect all different opinions and everything, I just want to know what everyone else thinks. Well I better go I’m in Spanish doing this.
Later lovvs, Lauren |
